Aku wanita, Aku kaum hawa

“Saat Ku ciptakan wanita, Aku membuatnya menjadi sangat utama.
Kuciptakan bahunya, agar mampu menahan seluruh beban dunia dan isinya, walaupun juga bahu itu harus cukup nyaman dan lembut untuk menahan kepala bayi yang sedang tertidur.
“Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk dapat melahirkan bayi dari rahimnya, walau kerap berulangkali menerima cerca dari si bayi itu apabila dia telah membesar.
“Kuberikan keperkasaan yang akan membuatnya tetap bertahan, pantang menyerah saat semua orang sudah putus asa.
“Ku berikan kesabaran jiwa untuk merawat keluarganya walau dia sendiri letih, walau sakit, walau penat, tanpa berkeluh kesah.
“Kuberikan wanita perasaan peka dan kasih sayang untuk mencintai semua anaknya dalam apa jua keadaan dan situasi. Walau acapkali anak-anaknya itu melukai perasaan dan hatinya. Perasaan ini pula yang akan memberikan kehangatan pada anak- anak yang mengantuk menahan lelap. Sentuhan inilah yang akan memberikan kenyamanan saat didakap dengan lembut olehnya.
“Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk membimbing suaminya melalui masa-masa sukar dan menjadi pelindung baginya.Sebab bukankah tulang rusuk yang melindungi setiap hati dan jantung agar tak terkoyak..?
“Kuberikan kepadanya kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan untuk memberikan pengertian dan menyedarkan bahawa suami yang baik adalah yang tidak pernah melukai isterinya. Walau seringkali pula kebijaksanaan itu akan menguji setiap kesetiaan yang diberikan kepada suami agar tetap berdiri sejajar, saling melengkapi dan saling menyayangi.
“Dan akhirnya, Kuberikan wanita air mata, agar dapat mencurahkan perasaannya. Inilah yang khusus kepada wanita, agar dapat dia gunakan bila-bila masa pun dia inginkan. Ini bukan kelemahan bagi wanita, kerana sebenarnya air mata ini adalah “air mata kehidupan.”

Suzanna : Cry all u want girls..but never cry over a loser jerk ex-bf..wasting tears..

Laugh and cry
Live and die
Life is a dream we're dreaming

Day by day
I find my way
Look for the song and the meaning

Then you look at me
And I always see
What I have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
Then you look at me
And I am not lost anymore

People run
Sun to sun
Caught in their lives ever flowing
Once begun
Life goes till it's gone
We have to go where it's going

And you say you see
When you look at me
The reason you love life so
As lost I have been
I'll find love again
And life just keeps on running
And life just keeps on running
You look at me
And life goes on....for you

Forever in love with you Hazlan

Time of your Life

"The sun is setting in the sky..

teletubbies say Goodbye!"

Final exams will end soon, and I will not see perlis for a very long time. When the time comes for me to make a comeback, I'm already someone's wife, with a new responsibility on my shoulder. I shall become a daughter of a faraway mummy, a sister to seldom-meet bro and sis, a student with neverending assignments and of course then, a wife who must not be pregnant within education years. A wife who brings her husband's name wherever she go, where people will say, "Hey,thats hazlan's wife there..".What is she doing?Is she hanging out with guys like she use to?Is she laughing her guts out, forgetting that she's a she and not a he?Is she bearing her hair and 'aurats', forgetting that her husband carries her sins too? Just look how marriage life will turn me into someone else. Ending my bachelor life is not an easy decision, but I'm glad I have made the choice. For I have been praying to God, I want to stop those sins I keep bumping into, deliberately or not. I wanted it to come to an end where i will get afterworld rewards for doing those sins. Years have past since i know him, and i lost count of how many times i have confessed my sins to God and ask for His forgiveness, praying hard for it to end. So this is it. The time has come, and God have answered my prayer. So please, stop asking me "why do i want to get married so young, so early, so many of 'so's.." This is my wedding, and I'm gonna make it come true wether people will talk or not. They have mouth, they can talk as much as they like, and they will keep their sin to themselves for talking too much of rubbish. WTF..

~Girl Kick Ass~