Time of your Life

"The sun is setting in the sky..

teletubbies say Goodbye!"

Final exams will end soon, and I will not see perlis for a very long time. When the time comes for me to make a comeback, I'm already someone's wife, with a new responsibility on my shoulder. I shall become a daughter of a faraway mummy, a sister to seldom-meet bro and sis, a student with neverending assignments and of course then, a wife who must not be pregnant within education years. A wife who brings her husband's name wherever she go, where people will say, "Hey,thats hazlan's wife there..".What is she doing?Is she hanging out with guys like she use to?Is she laughing her guts out, forgetting that she's a she and not a he?Is she bearing her hair and 'aurats', forgetting that her husband carries her sins too? Just look how marriage life will turn me into someone else. Ending my bachelor life is not an easy decision, but I'm glad I have made the choice. For I have been praying to God, I want to stop those sins I keep bumping into, deliberately or not. I wanted it to come to an end where i will get afterworld rewards for doing those sins. Years have past since i know him, and i lost count of how many times i have confessed my sins to God and ask for His forgiveness, praying hard for it to end. So this is it. The time has come, and God have answered my prayer. So please, stop asking me "why do i want to get married so young, so early, so many of 'so's.." This is my wedding, and I'm gonna make it come true wether people will talk or not. They have mouth, they can talk as much as they like, and they will keep their sin to themselves for talking too much of rubbish. WTF..

~Girl Kick Ass~